kisah si kasut merah:episod 1

hidup ni penuh pura-pura..tipu sana sini..penuh alasan and i'm part of it..love never b mine..selalunya akan jatuh tersungkur..tapi masih mampu bangun..dengan harapan akan ada cinta baru..biarpun jalan gelap..i'm still looking for a little hope dengan apa cara sekalipun until i forgot..i hurt other's soul..

n da story begin...

i met him..almost 2 or 3 months ago..as a frenz..never realize i'll in luv with him. maaf..dia bukan my mr right..jauh sekali..tapi siapa tahu..he did steal my heart..dia berjaya buat aku berharap..n we start meeting each other..n da relationship gettn stronger..

semuanya bukan sengaja..tidak dirancang..i'm gettn closed with cuma dengan alasan mau menjauhkan dia from his 'scandal'..n i do hate dat girl..she's married n think she can have any guys she want..i knew i can fit him..so i started flirt with him..n of course i did..it wasn't take a long for me to get him..

it's easy for me to make him love me..aku tau..aku memang jenis yang dia suka..and i pretend to love him..n he has to choose between me or da married girl..of course lah he'll choose me..i may not kind of hot stuff..but i'm cute enough for him..

awal2 tu memang susah gak for me to keep him away from da girl..cuz she kept looking for him..sampai aku pun kekadang putus asa..but best women win..aku just dapat senyum lebar when he totally ignored her..

and at the same time..i was totally in luv with him..keep missing him every single day..n i neva noticed i did hurt someone who really love me..ignore..how stupid i am..tidak pernah menghargai kasih sayang orang..how lucky..aku ada dia yang masih sanggup tunggu..memaafkan dan kembali..

i believe in karma tiap yang kita buat pasti ada balasan..this is the price that i have to pay..he did has a girlfriend..she's so pretty..damn so sweet..her eyes..her lips..her face..her hair..everything seems perfect..she had what every girl dreams..anak orang kaya..study tempat idaman aku..she's daddy's girl..she can choose anythings she want and her dad will pay for it..and the most she had someone who truly lurve her..

pelik kan..awal lagi aku dah tau dia ada girfriend..tapi aku just merelakan as i have one oso..and kami dah deal..we will be together as a couple n instead ada orang lain..cuma bila masa berlalu aku jadi macam tamak..i want him to be mine only..and my true colors reveal..

i did it..memang aku sengaja buat semua supaya dia ngan gf dia gaduh so she'll leave him..tapi aku lupa..how strong he love dat girl..aku buat semua nampak macam not my fault..i post a blog telling everyone i had a bf..and put his name there..tidak terlalu keterlaluan..nampak biasa cuma isi dia boleh buat orang menderita..and i send him a msg at his friendster site..aku tau both of them share password..sooner or later dat girl will curiga and find his msg..cuma aku tidak sangka semua berlaku dalam sekelip mata..and i did it..aku berjaya buat gf dia mara..n almost break-up..cuma dia tidak sanggup tinggalkan perempuan tu..

lucukan..love is damn funny..dia tidak penah jumpa ngan perempuan tu..just sms, mms, call and ym..but he deeply loves her..dan aku can't never defeat her..sepa lah aku banding ngan dia..feel like looser..i ask him to end up our relationship..semalaman aku tunggu jawapan dia sampai aku sedar i still love him..pagi2 dia call wanna meet me..i tot he want me back..tapi aku silap..we break up..alasan dia..dia tidak sanggup tengok aku sedih, nangis bila dia ngan gf dia..and i was crying hoping..for love

he said he still love me..cuma masa buat dia terpaksa pilih antara dua..and he choose her..he said he never can let dat girl go..oohh lelaki..aku diam cuma boleh menangis..dan menangis..i'm torn..mungkin ni rasa yang paling teruk..mungkin ni balasan yang aku dapat..cuma sampai satu detik i said 'can't we get back again? mulakan semula semua cerita..?' dan dia diam..dan akhirnya he said yes..tapi dalam hati aku dah bercelaru..will him love me as yesterday..will him?

to be continued...